New journal.
http://cantshakethis.livejournal.com
It'll be friends only, but I will be adding most of you to it, so no worries.

I'm going to be creating a new journal.
There are a lot of things I want to be able to talk about, but I can't in an open journal.
I also want to celebrate graduating college by getting a new account.
I'll let you know when it happens, since most of you will be added to it.

I am so happy that the doctor at the hospital told me that I'm going to be sick for the rest of my life. That just makes everything so wonderful.


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I'm just glad that I have Christina to hold my hand, Adam who still makes me feel pretty, and my parents to help me out. Otherwise, I'd probably slit my wrists.

Just kidding, I wouldn't kill myself. But you get the picture.

My body is rejecting me.
I hurt.
:-/

I don't remember if I mentioned my chinchilla, Changa, recently or not. Well, after my the whole ordeal with Roy, my mum told me that she was really sick. That she was eating normally, but she was super thin and was losing her hair. So when I went home for break, I ran right to her and she looked bad. She acted normal (minus the being nice to me part, she usually hates me...haha) but looked so sad and sick. I started crying instantly...she's one of the first chinchillas I've ever had...her and her sister Chimi, who died in 2005. Towards the end of my visit home, Change passed away which was really sad. I've had chinchillas die, but I've never been home to see it. Seeing her at the bottom of the cage was so sad. I'm glad that she's feeling better now, and she's with Roy who is also feeling better.

My trip home was alright. Nothing too spectacular, except I got to go to my brother's jazz festival. It was so cute, I miss playing in honor's festivals. However, I'm starting a blues/jazz band with my new friend Seth, thanks to Christina. I'm kind of excited about it.

Dave came over last night to see me. That was nice. He says he'll call me today so we can go out to lunch, but we'll see if it happens.

I'm going to Oklahoma this summer. What sucks about it is that it's going to be a "grownup trip". My family is using me to get my grandmother to go to a doctor. She's starting to go crazy and they say that I'm the only person that can get her to do anything. We'll see how this goes.

They're not canceling the trip! I'm so excited!
But now I need to pay for it! GAH!

So when I decided that I wanted to go to Sweden, I had no idea how fairy tale-esque Stockholm is!



If I don't find my future husband here, I don't think I'll ever find him.
If this trip is canceled, I will seriously cry my eyes out.

I miss my dog.
I'm trying to go home, but I have no idea how I'm getting there.


I moved and I love my new room and roommates :)

I hung out with David on Thursday.
Now I'm all confused on what's going on.
But he's adorable and very sweet.
UGHHHH.

Drill was alright this weekend.
I cut up my hand on the sandbags while shooting little computer Iraqis. No joke.
But at least I got to spend a lot of time with my BFF Meghann.

Missy wanted me to go to the lacrosse game with her today, but I can't because I have class.
Oh well.

My stomach hurts.

I hung out with my pledge sister, Laura, today.
That was nice...I needed to see a good friend that knows my life, haha.

I put in an application to run for Student Senate.
I'll be able to get one good semester in before I leave USM for good.

I have a new gay BFF.
He's wonderful and we have sleepovers.

I'm way too tired to do anything.